This time of year I'm always so
sentimental. I have friends graduating, friends getting ready for
college, friends coming home from college... All while I sit here
equally thrilled and terrified that I have one year left until
college myself. Naturally, I've been daydreaming about the days when
life consisted of dragons and magical castles, Jedi and lightsabers,
cowboys and indians... We had our own league of super heroes too.
I miss that.
I miss the adventures, the complicated
missions, the endless imagination that I possessed. I've still got
some of it... but it's not the same. Now bothersome things are mixed
in – logic and science and a big dollop of hopeless romantic-ness.
(Yes, I just invented that word...)
But with all my nostalgia I realized I
had it sooooooooooooo lucky. I started writing when I was nine. I
started capturing that insane imagination and putting it to paper.
And I as got older and missions to the moon of Endor got a little
unpractical, I still had my creative outlet! It simply morphed into a
new part of me.
At first it was a vague dream. I would
think, Oh when I'm 12 I'll finish that book or
I”ll be published when I'm sixteen and super old...
Well.
Now I'm seventeen and those dreams seem a little silly. But I love
that I've never given up.
When
I was fourteen I joined a writing group and we became known as the
illustrious Y5. I was the little midget mascot. We joked the other
day that they didn't even know I could talk until a few months ago.
I had friends my age that wrote but these kids were serious.
They wrote with discipline and passion and good grammar [insert
passionate music sequence here].
They
were super cool. They still are. (Don't tell them ;)
I
was the youngest member by several years so sometimes it was
overwhelming or just plain awe inspiring to have the attention and
help of those other four writers.
A
couple months ago I jumped into the blogging world and found myself
in the same situation. I found friends and got adopted into a few
circles... and I was the baby writer. Still am. :)
At
first I didn't like it. Sometimes it is a little lonely still but
holy cow. I've learned SO much in the last few months. I've grown,
won some contests, my writing has changed and here I am now...
getting ready to write a totally new story with minimal plot
development (bites nails) for JuNoWriMo. And I know that I already
have a ton of support. That's a super good feeling, y'all. :)
I
decided, before I kill myself writing this new story, I wanted to say
thank you. So here it is: To all the brilliant, beautiful, wonderful
writers in my life...
Thank
you for the comments, the encouragement, the kicks in the pants, the
late night meetings, the coffee, the constructive criticism, the
listening, the idea sharing, the uncontrollable laughter, the delicious food, the retweets, the Pinterest boards, the general brilliance... You guys rock
and I love all of you. I'm so thankful I know you guys.
Much
love,
Kenzie
A beautiful post Kenzie. What I love about my online writing friends is that age matters not...and for once I fit in without trying! You're never going to lose that imagination so I, for one, am looking forward to more wonderful words from you!
ReplyDeleteAw, thanks Lisa. :)
DeleteO my. All the wonderful amazing things about this post....let me count them....no. Let me sum up: YOU ROCK. I am so so so glad you joined the Y5; our warped-reality sessions would be nothing without you! And I am so very glad that you've learned to channel your Jedicowboypiratedragoncastleindianishness to sharper focus and higher goals. That's what I love about writing....you never HAVE to grow up, if you're a writer. All ages are one. :)
ReplyDeleteHehehe, warped reality sessions is a good way to describe it. X) Thanks so much :) :) *hugs*
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