I'm joining in a super fun contest courtesy of Anna Meade over at Yearning For Wonderland. She's delightful and this contest made me excited. Here's my little 300 words of fairy encounter. I guess I'm kind of melancholy today. Heh.
Please Send This To My Fairy:
The
first time I saw you, you weren’t very pretty, and to be quite truthful, I was
a little scared of you. I was right to be so, wasn’t I?
The
second time I saw you, against the white walls of my prison, your black and blue
hair stuck out and when your pale green hand brushed my cheek, I almost cried.
You
were angry at them, too. I was so frail
then and you knocked the cup out of my hand as you gathered me up and we flew away. The medicine made me afraid of going outside
– and I knew the nurses wouldn’t let us – but I wanted to trust you.
You don’t know how sick I am, I thought,
breathing the woodsy scent of your clothes, feeling your heartbeat against my
temple. So familiar yet, so foreign.
You
told me I wasn’t sick. You said it so fiercely I banished the thought from my
head – just for you. We were together; I was thrilled you had come, so I tried
my hardest to fight against my medicine.
Those
days passed much too quickly. You wreathed my pale head with flowers – I kept
one. So I would hold on. You sang me to sleep in your arms as twilight trickled
into the sky. You whispered things in my ear: you were sorry, you loved me, you
were coming back, you would keep me next time, and soon.
But
can you keep a mortal?
Now
I sit within my white walls, with my pills and my nurses, fighting to decipher
the illusions from the dreams and the dreams from reality. They tell me I’m
still very sick. They tell me you weren’t real.
I’m
holding onto my flower, my love. The drugs can’t take everything away.
But
please come soon.
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So very bittersweet, so well done... I was the caregiver for my late husband as he fought his cancer. This really struck a note with me.
ReplyDeleteThank you. I know those are bittersweet memories... I hope it brought back the sweet ones too!
DeleteThis is glorious. I absolutely adore this entry.
ReplyDeleteThanks :)
DeleteWonderfully written!
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DeleteDeeply moving. Thank you for writing this, Kenzie :)
ReplyDeleteThank YOU for coming up with such a fun contest!! :) I was so excited to participate. :)
DeleteSchnikes, that's beautiful!
ReplyDeleteHaha, schnikes is a great word. :) Thanks!
ReplyDeletedear McKenzie, this is very moving. You have pulled so many beautiful moments into your story. I'm overwhelmed.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jo-Anne!!! I hope its a good overwhelmed!
Deletevery good overwhelmed! you so rock!
DeleteWhat a gripping and sad story. I enjoyed reading it.
ReplyDeleteThat's so sad, but gorgeous :)
ReplyDeleteWow, that was excellent. Sad and hopeful all at once. Nice work.
ReplyDeleteSo sad! I hope the fairy returns... :(
ReplyDeletePoignant and desperate hope, heart ache, struggle and sacrifice...so wonderfully said!
ReplyDeleteThis is so bittersweet. I tried to write a novel on a woman in this position, dealing with similar confusions, but it was so hard to sustain. This was very well done :)
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